A fic I am not writing...
Jul. 29th, 2012 12:20 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tacit ... is one where Stiles notices that Derek will read whatever random book is lying around when he lurks in Stiles's room. So, Stiles starts strategically buying self help books and leaving them out. Like, 'How to bond with a child of abuse: an adoptive parent's guide'; and 'sexualisation and exploitation: healthy expressions of femininity', and the books have always moved a little when Stiles finds Derek in his room. And then he notices that the books go missing for days at a time even when Derek doesn't need to see Stiles, and he starts to notice Isaac and Erica being a bit less crazy around school, a bit more grounded. Isaac stops beating on people, and Erica's smiles get less predatory and more genuine.
The next book he buys is called 'Dealing with Grief', because he worries, ok? And he doesn't see Derek for weeks after it disappears from his desk. Then, one day he comes home from school and there it is, sitting by his laptop, and the spine is cracked and the corners soft. Beside it is a book Stiles doesn't recognise: 'Teenage Horndogs: When is your friend's PDA TMI?' and it takes a second but then Stiles laughs out loud. Because Derek's cracking a joke. Derek's making fun. Stiles reads it cover to cover that night and it is full of unlikely and crass scenarios, lovingly detailed with far too many exclamation marks. But it doesn't matter how awful it is; he's smiling the whole time, light hearted.
The next book he buys is called 'Dealing with Grief', because he worries, ok? And he doesn't see Derek for weeks after it disappears from his desk. Then, one day he comes home from school and there it is, sitting by his laptop, and the spine is cracked and the corners soft. Beside it is a book Stiles doesn't recognise: 'Teenage Horndogs: When is your friend's PDA TMI?' and it takes a second but then Stiles laughs out loud. Because Derek's cracking a joke. Derek's making fun. Stiles reads it cover to cover that night and it is full of unlikely and crass scenarios, lovingly detailed with far too many exclamation marks. But it doesn't matter how awful it is; he's smiling the whole time, light hearted.
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Date: 2012-07-30 12:00 am (UTC)Earlier on today I was really bummed that I was finally home and around online but it was, like, 5am in Australia. Our interactions are now regular enough that the time difference matters! (Derek/Peter? I was talking about it earlier on while you were still asleep. I NOW HAVE THOUGHTS ABOUT IT. /o\)
I am going to London tomorrow (men's finals for the tandem high dive!) and I am basically having pre-emptive withdrawal from fandom already.
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Date: 2012-07-30 12:10 am (UTC)Have fun at the Olympics? I'm not watching this time round (I need to update my tv so I can get digital and therefor *watch* tv) but everyone seems super excited about it.
And you're totally going to keep writing this fic, right?
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Date: 2012-07-30 12:17 am (UTC)Ugh, I have got fic coming out of my ears. I need to finish something! I've got the self indulgent H/C which will never see the light of day; the post 2x08 (when the sheriff gets fired, sadness!) fic where Stiles and Derek let him in on the secret; the randomness above; and some vague Derek/Peter feelings which may or may not manifest into dark, dark filth. I'm tiptoeing around, afraid of scaring away the writerly urges.
I am LOVING the TW feels feedback loop, by the way. \o/